So… I feel like a stalker. I thought my boyfriend was lying to me. I was sure. Or maybe I was just having one of those days with like... a really small self esteem.  But here’s the story. My boyfriends a fire fighter and he work at a volunteer station.

I asked him what he was doing last night and he told me he was going to stay the night at his station. Not thinking anything about it I was all like “have fun!!!” and then later that night I was thinking, And it clicked in my head “ awwww… that’s what he used to tell his parents so that he could stay the night at my house” and that would be the only lie I’ve ever heard come out of that boys mouth. So… I started to think… is he lying to me?

Well being the stupid girl that I am… I went to his fire station just to check.  I call me friend and made him drive 45 minutes to the fire station and what did we find…. HE WAS THERE!!!! I’m so stupid. He hasn’t lied to me before what was I thinking.

He really has been confusing me though. I mean three weeks ago I had to clear my inbox 3 or 4 times a day and for the last 4 days I’ve gotten 7 maybe less text messages in all. And he only hangs out with me for like an hr at the most. But then today… he asked me if I want to come over after his meeting tonight. But his meeting won’t end till like 9 p.m.  soooooOOooo there’s going to be like…. No hanging out at all. Hummmm what to think???? I mean, I’m trying to think straight and not like just your ordinary lame, low self esteem having, stupid girl.

I just answered this Featured Question; you can answer it too!

I’m telling my boyfriend a reason for why I love him for every day of the year. its my newyears resolution. I'm typing them out so that I don’t repeat anything and to brain storm because 365 reasons is a lot of reason.

1.       I love you because you waited for me to be ready to be in a relationship.

2.       I love you because the way you listen and understand.

3.       I love you because my day gets better the moment I see you.

4.      I love you because you were not o.k. with not being my boyfriend.

5.      I love you because your there when I need someone even if you don’t realize.

6.      I love you because I can cry in front of you.

7.      I love you because you give me confidence, with you I feel strong.

8.      I love you because when u tease me, even if it makes me pee myself.

9.      I love you because you’re cute when u sleep.

10.   I love you because you care and tell me to “be careful”.

11.   I love you because you smell good.

12.  I love you because you hate spicy food.

13.  I love you because you can say I love you in Spanish.

14.  I love you because you’re cute with glasses on.

15.  I love you because you can be grumpy at times.

16.  I love you because you’re sharing life with me.

17.  I love you because of that feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me.

18.  I love you because you’re the reason for when I wake up smiling.

19.  I love you because you’ve turned my life around by being with me.

20. I love you because you kiss me as soon as we wake-up. Even with my nasty morning breath.

21. I love you because you like to be spooned.

22.  I love you because you take showers with me.

23.  I love you because you don’t wake up until you have a shower.

24.  I love you because every love song reminds me of you.

25.  I love you because you made me listen to the song “chicken fry” ten billion times.

26.  I love you because listening to your breathing helps me fall asleep at night.

27.  I love you because you never drink too much.

28.  I love you because it takes you 2 or 3 alarms to wake up in the morning.

29.  I love you because you drive around aimlessly.

30.  I love you because you’ve share a lot my “fists” and I’m so glad that it was with you.

31. I love you because you have a somewhat fuzzy butt.

32. I love you because you get shy around new people. I think it's adorable.

33. I love you because when I fall asleep in your lap watching t.v.

34. I love you because just cuddling with you and watching movies or t.v.

35. I love you because when you kiss me for no reason.

36. I love you because how you tell the same joke over and over agian.

37. I love you because you like to dance.

38. I love your eyes.

39. I love your smile.

40. I love your legs.

41. I love your butt agian.

42. I love your laugh.

43.  I love you because it's cute when you cuss.

44. I love you because you are one in a million.

45. I love you because you inspire me.

46. I love the way you hug me.

47. I love the way you kiss me, makes me forget who I am, where I am, EVERYTHING!

48. I love the nosies you make when you sleep.

49. I love the way I have so much fun with you.

50. I love you because you always kiss it and make it better.

51. I love you because you have the sweetest voice when you tell me you love me.

52. I love your compassion for everyone around you.

53. I love your intelligence.

54. I love you because of the way I get a tingly feeling every time you look at me.

56. I love you because of the way your eye soften right before you tell me you love me.

57. I love you because I can't say no to you.

58. I love you because I smile at the thought of you.

59. I love you because you hold my hand when driving.

60. I love you because you stay with me when I'm scared.

61. I love you because I can't help thinking about you all throught the day.

62. I love you because you take me to church with you.

63. I love you because I can spend days with you and it still wont feel like enogh.

WOW!!!!  i have sooo many more reasons to think of!